Been dating for 2 years
Answer no - let it be someone else, let them have the years of tears and heartache.
I deserve and want better, I want a faithful husband and someone who does what he says he is going to do!
I was emotionally attached to him but I have managed to pull away and let him go mentally but physically and emotionally I still feel the need to have him in my life. I was in a relationship with a married man for well over 3 years which ended badly.
So much pain and anger lead me to finally place an AVO against him to stop him from verbally abusing me and harassing me everyday.
Everytime I push for a descion 'end it with me or leave'..ends up making me feel sorry for him and I agree to anything.
I suddenly thought to myself what happens if I actually do get this man! Do I want to break his wife's heart and his children just to make me happy?
His email is [email protected] walked away from a four year non-relationship relationship and it was the hardest thing I ever did.
I'm now happy & a living testimony cos the man i had wanted to marry left me 5 weeks before our wedding and my life was upside down cos our relationship has been on for 3years.I have kept this relationship a secret from my family and friends because I am so ashamed of seeing a married man.I convinced myself we loved each other so much that we were just meant to be.But I have been so unhappy and fed up with feeling disappointed when he moves the goal post without even telling me.I have to just find things out because he is too much of a coward to talk to me.Even though it was 15yrs ago when I had their son but it still looks bad.I never wanted him to leave his wife ever b/c I already knew that he wasnt and I never wanted him for my bf nor husband.He told me his relationship with his wife had been over for years but he didn't have the guts to leave because he loved his children so much.He said that since we had met he realised he had to put his future happiness first and he wanted to spend the rest of his life with me. I have just finished a two year relationship with a married man.I am just about to turn 40yrs old and thought I had met the man of my dreams.